Since I haven't done that in ages... A week and a couple days until I go back to school! September 2nd I'm so depressed... However, I know this Summer was not wasted at all. Got back from a church retreat Saturday and I just got back from my grandmas a couple days ago. Man, did it change me A LOT! For the better, might I add.

Since I wasn't allowed to bring anything that wasn't on the packing list for the retreat, I haven't been doing any of my usual hobbies; piano, drawing, video games... So of course, when I came home, those were the things I did first XD

So how is everybody's summer going? This year is probably going to be challenging, but whatever... I think I'll make it through.

Enjoy the last remaining days of precious Summer.

FINALLY!!! Though it really does not seem that way to me... I honestly don't care if there was another week left. I have absolutely no idea what I am going to do with my summer now that school doesn't take up my day. I have some ideas, but those are in July and August...
Here is what I have so far...
1. Softball drills every week
2. Helping out at cousin's church [bible teaching WHOO]
3. Taking my go-kart out for a spin 8D
4. Beach with bestie!
5. Cleaning the study [it's NASTY] and turning it into a game room =]
6. Hitting the gym [FINALLY]
7. Kickboxing drills/Zumba [with mom rofl]
8. Going to an aquarium
9. WORKING [ugh]
10. FILMING MOVIE!!! [more chapters]

the list will grow tremondously I can tell you that... I just hope that I accomplish everything I have on there lol SO AN UPDATE ON MY MOVIE! I have done the Prologue [yes it did take me this long] but I am not putting it out to the public until Chapter One is complete since they go together [in a way]. I did however make a Practice video of it that I did with my cousins just for fun [they aren't the actual actors, don't worry] but it's on Private view on YouTube because they don't want me posting it... If you desperately wanna see it though, respond and I'll send you it. It's quite hilarious; my best friend thought it was funny.
Anyways, I should probably start cleaning that study... My dad began cleaning it the other day and found a spider web with the spider trapped inside it's own web... lolz I thought it was pretty humorous. So who knows what lurks inside!! I have huge piles of stuff to sell on eBay though, half of them being unopened and in excellent condition lol

xoxo<3

i wish i had that much money >.> i got a job working with my mom at her store (LOL) because she needs help since her sister and her got in a fight and she fired her, SO of course she picks on me to help her out. so i have to wake up at 7:15 am on the weekends now to go help her out, and that's supposed to be the day where i sleep in gahh... oh well.

the MOTHER 3 script is going along well, and with the help of the MOTHER 3 handbook, it's even better because I can plan out exactly how I want it to flow and what not (i need something to look at instead of relying on my brain power rofl) It has been EXTREMELY oddly hot these past days (90 something degree weather in PA? wtf?!) so I was unable to film ANYTHING for fear of my camera melting and exploding in my very hands. hahah

Today I go in at 11:30 because people are testing and whatnot, so I'm pretty psyched!! Except it didn't make much difference because I woke up at 7:02 this morning anyways XD; My brother decided to skip school today because he procrastinated on his science projecet (he takes after me rofl) and I pretty much did the whole thing for him because my dad made me do it... sorta. it was the nicest thing i've ever done for him in years sadly LOL

So I better get ready and stop wasting my life away on a computer. díos, amigos!

So excited!! <3 Unfortunately, we have school Monday and Tuesday because of stupid snow days, so that cuts two days from a would-have-been-a-week break. :T ah well... I was thinking about skipping school those days (tehe, I'm bad I know) but I already missed like a week of school (all together) so it's too bad. *sighs*
My break won't be that relaxing though. My english teacher said she won't give us any homework, but that doesn't mean any of the OTHER teachers won't. Plus I have to work on my script and still be on the lookout for people who are decent enough to cast for my trailer of MOTHER 3. I've made a youtube account all ready to go, but there's nothing on it so there's no point in posting the URL x)

Nothing new other than that. Just thought i'd update. Happy April and yay for thunderstorms & rain!

Thought I'd make a journal since I haven't made one since January 14th... lol School is going well and I cannot WAIT to get out... More and more these days I find myself becoming really careless about the world and everything in it... I think I'm going into denial >.> Or maybe it's depression? Whenever I'm home I find myself getting angry at my father and my brother, and my mother sometimes but she isn't home [I haven't seen her for over a week... Just saw her yesterday[ so I don't know. I only have one best friend and I feel like I'm bothering her too much, even though I probably am not. I am lost and utterly confused. I don't know what I want anymore, and that's going to be a BIG problem.
Piano used to make me happy. So did drawing. Well now my negative thoughts are coming into my brain and saying that 'I am not good enough playing piano' or 'I suck ass drawing' and that 'BLAHBLAHBLAH is better than me'
I'm too hard on myself, I realize that. I don't know where my optimism and cheerfulness went... come back ;-; Sigh... So many more things are bothering me but I don't want to bombard you guys with it so I'll just shut up.
Onto happier things.
[In my opinion anyway]
I am currently working on a movie that is based on MOTHER 3. =3 The trailer is written and planned out. Now i just have to find people and start filming! It's going to be WAYY more difficult than I'm making it sound like, but I'm up for the challenge. It'll get my mind off of things for a while... SO. The script is coming along well too. I'm playing MOTHER 3 again and writting down some stuff and blah. Unfortunately though, I'm only on Chapter 2 *shot* =O I plan to work on it every free time I got however, and my best friend has already volunteered to edit and give me some ideas. I'm really excited and motivated; I hope it doesn't go away!
I was originally gonna do a movie for Earthbound/MOTHER 2, but I decided not to since there are a buncha already on YouTube. When I'm done with this project, depending on how I'm feeling and the success, I will decide. Finding the right people to act is going to be extremely difficult, as I am really picking with acting abilities and whether people can properly execute them. I will be the director (;D) and MAYBE/POSSIBLY Kumatora, depending if I can find someone. All in all, I hope this will be a fun and successful film, and I might/probably will send it (or give it, if I can go to WA...) to Nintendo along with other things to try to convince them to bring MOTHER 3 to America! *cheers*
BTW- No, this is not going to be a professional film like Titanic or anything. It's meant for YT since I am absolutely BROKE out of my mind, BUT it will HOPEFULLY have professional quality... And it probably will, considering how picky and determined I am with these kinda things Wish me luck!! I'll need it...

P.S.- Anybody know good movie programs besides crappy Windows Movie Maker? I want iMovie and GarageBand but unfortunately I don't own a mac, and I don't think I'll be getting one soon... >.>;; Also, any tips on how to do special effects such as Lightning and Fire [for PSI!] would be extremely helpful, and recommended programs for Windows XP that are just as good as iMovie, etc.
Thank you!<3